Hi, my name is Jen, and it has been 47 days since my last run.
Currently, I am being monitored closely for mental instability. Mike has removed all sneakers and other running paraphernalia from the house so I won't go off the deep end and hurt myself further. Okay, just kidding. But seriously, I miss running more than bread and peanut butter miss jelly. I want my identity back.
I did have one relapse. After watching the Boston Marathon, I was inspired by the great MEB. I laced up and ran for 30 minutes. HARD. Not gonna lie; it was freaking awesome. However, I was already sick with a cough, and the spaghetti hernia issue is still unresolved, so yes, I was in pain, but heyull if I cared!
So, I paid for it. I now have strep throat, and since the surgeon and doctor still aren't sure whether or not I have a spaghetti hernia, diagnostic surgery seems inevitable. I just wish I had more answers before going under. If not a hernia, they won't even be able to tell me what it actually is. Frustrating.
Anywho, I have been keeping myself busy to take my mind off things. I mean, I do have this thing called a baby, and work has me busier than a one-legged man in the circus. In addition to these, I have compiled...
My Six Favorite Things to do When I Can't Run
1) Honk my car horn. Mm hmm, nothing quite burns off aggression like laying on the horn. Did you just run a yellow light? HONK! Did you just cut me off at that traffic circle? HONK! Did you just stare at me for way too long while sitting next to me at a red light? HONK! And sometimes, my arm just develops a twitch, and for no reason, there it goes. HONK HONK! Ahh, so satisfying.
2) Daydream. Do you ever drive past a new road, path, or trail and think to yourself, "I want to run on that!" Yep, I do it all the time. My brain then spirals into running alongside Desi in the Boston Marathon, winning Chicago, or some other feat that clearly makes me a BADA$$. Then when I'm actually able to run on it, I quickly realize that, oh, yeah, no, not even close, dude. Poop.
3) Set new PRs...at the grocery store. I mean, I have to be competitive somehow. Okay, first, grab a shopping cart. Second, make sure your shopping list has as many items on it as last time; no more, and no less. Third, wear the same shoes you wore last time to ensure no unfair advantages. Fourth, reset your watch. Okay, you are ready. On your mark, get set, shop! Stop your watch when you arrive at the check out line. My current PR is 8:27 for 28 items. Mm hmm, bet you can't beat that!
4) Ride the indoor bike trainer. Just kidding. That mess sucks.
5) Watch "Spirit of the Marathon" over and over again. Feel awful about yourself as you lick cheeto cheese off your fingers while Deena Kastor pool runs for hours and hours on end while injured. Then, cry like a baby when she still goes on to win the Chicago Marathon, and vow to never eat cheetos again. Or until you watch the movie again tomorrow. Whichever.
6) Appreciate life. I have to remember that my life is pretty dang awesome and to keep everything in perspective. Even though I have gone a solid year without real training, I can get it back; I WILL get it back. Repeat this mantra over and over again. If that doesn't work, get in the car, go back to #1, and honk the crap out of someone.
Tummy ultrasound. Notice the black hole in the left picture compared to the beautifully flowing fibers on the right. Hernia? Lodged flying saucer?
When Logan can't run, he favors the Irish jig.
Happy Running, y'all!